Monday, December 6, 2010, 4:44 AM
yeap.. this picture says it all.
so here's the story, i broke up but i still don't even care.
here's THE REAL STORY. my sister's getting engaged soon, so yeah, i feel happy for her. however.. my parents act VERY let me put that in bold VERY different towards me. and i don't like it :( my dad kept saying "kak (my sister), what time your boyfriend come home(its OUR HOME AND NOT HIS BTW!) you want me to cook for him or not?" and my mom will be like "(insert name) you eaten or not? tired uh?" and blah blah blah! they don't even ask me such questions! THEY DON'T EVEN WAIT FOR ME TO COME HOME FROM WORK! i mean, i know i'll be home by 12am but theres this time.. i reached home at 12am and no one's home and guess what.. they went Johor with that dude without me.. and they still make that happy face like as if nothing's happen. thanks! see, he have not YET to be part of the family and its like my parents love him MORE THAN I DO! THEIR OWN DAUGHTER! don't they know what i feel? oh! i forgot, they don't realize their mistakes! its not that i hate them (my parents) its just that since this guy come into the picture, my parents have been very different. and oh yeah! theres this time, my sister injured her leg and OH MY GOD! they're like pouring love to her like one baby la okay? and i injured my leg, no one i repeat, NO ONE even cared! -.- now, theres like one ball (WTF) in my eye, its like growing and all my parents did was "oh! put eye-mo la.. it'll be okay" WTH! it is still not okay mind you! seriously.. all they care was my sister and her boyfriend! might as well i die right? might as well i don't exist! wouldn't it be good that way? my parents don't love me like they used to.. and to mama and ayah, if you read this, i'm crying right now and i'm sorry if i sound so vulgar or angry or kurang ajar .. i might sound childish to some of you but this is how i feel, i feel neglected.i really can't help it.. I pray to Allah, hopefully they will realize their mistakes.
