been waiting for this for f. long! one kind soul, watch with me and i'll love you 'till eternity, i promise.
i don't know why but i'm not really in a good mood. i don't tell how i feel, or perhaps, what i feel. i don't show it. i kept it to myself. and i'm searching for that someone, someone who really can understand me sooo well, not even my boyfr understand how i feel. all of a sudden, i feel so lonely, alone... 'marleena emo' yes? why? i'm emo, i'm sad, can you help me? NO you can't! 'cause no one can understand. i feel like shouting, screaming 'till the top of my voice, my lungs. yes, just like those screamo songs. no one seemed to be listening to what i've to say / what i've said. NO ONE. no one ever agreed on my plans / ideas i've given. no one except my sister. yes, she's my bestest best friend ever, she's the one who will stay strong with me, she's the one who will never fail to talk to me, ask me anything, the one i can trust, the one who will say "this is my sister" and will not leave me alone. whatever i say will be rubbish right? will be nonsense right? sometimes, i don't know, who i can rely to? *sigh*
Saturday, May 15, 2010, 2:24 AM