we're close once, but now, we don't hang around often. perhaps you're just busy, i know. i'm sorry, i didn't meant to hurt your feelings by lying to you.. is just that i don't wanna feel left out, like before. the conversations is only between me and fiqa. 'cause you guys were talking bout some other stuffs. i didn't wanna go today 'cause i am not close with AKX and gang, i'm not close with OL and friends. i am not that close with emmeline.. chlovelle.. if theres fiqa, it will still be only me and her. the convo is between us and not all. im not being brag-gy.. we planned to watch movies together, promised, but in the end, they decided to eat at Seoul Garden instead, as a class. i mean, i thought it was only us, like before, i thought it was only, me.. you.. vera..fiqa.. i didn't know that others wanna come, is not that i don't want them to come , but its your birthday anyway.. i couldn't do anything but just eat, thats why when Vera asked why marleena so quiet, i just kept quiet.. and say i was just hungry. its not that i have attitude problems or i have mood swings.. i'm sorry if i have ever hurt your feelings or maybe after you read this you feel like punching me in the face, but i'm telling you the truth and i don't want us to like fight. and i don't want people kept asking me "you and tse lay not close anymore uh?" i mean is sad to hear such things. i couldn't say anything but just kept my mouth shut. if i say no, they will think that i fight with you and if i say yes they will keep questioning me. so, i hope you'll forgive me okay? :)
Sunday, May 16, 2010, 7:50 PM